Blogs - discordant notes...

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Posted by: host	11/25/2006 5:06 PM
sometimes i wonder... why i do the things i do... or worse, why don't i do what i shoul do... procastination?... probably... or do i have a fear i cannot define?... sarcasm is second skin for me... it is my way of showing how i feel... be it hate or love... i am most happy when i write... during my younger days, it was dance... unknown to many... my first love is dance... i can still dance for sure... but not the way i would love to dance... sometimes... i close my eyes and imagine myself dancing... there is a music that plays for me alone... no one can hear it except me... i am thankful for my fertile imagination where i can conjure anything and everything i want... although i have a world of my own... i am proud to say that i am grounded... i have no illusions nor delusions about myself... probably i had when i was younger... i am now jaded... i know now my limitations and strengths... how do i love?... do i give all?... nahhh!!!... i save half for myself... i think that is the best proportion for me... i love miki more than empanada... seldom do i eat empanada... if ever, i want it plain... sans egg... sans longganisa... pepsi or coke?... mountain dew... with lotsa-lotsa of ice... if not... i prefer water... i love pastries and cakes... uhmmm... chocolates too... can't forget agnes basbacio's maja... nahlyn's classic oat meal cookies are to die for specially when freshly baked... yellow is my favorite color... it is warm and cheerful... i love dark poems and stories... sigh... sad... tragedies... romeo and juliet... tristan and isolde... abelard and heloise... poetry... ahhh... free verse... witty... spontaneous... dramatic... music... anything... everything... operatic songs can lull me to sleep... rock can wake me... alternative makes me think... jazz is romance... harry potter or frodo... harry potter!!!... i can read and read for days... only taking time to take a bath, eat and trips to the john... then read again... i find it hard to cry... i seldom cry... but when i do... i go all the way with matching sound effects and dramatic gestures... taglish... my best language... i can go kolehiyala... i can be a ruffa or kris anytime of the day... gosh... i love tv reality shows... hgtv... axn... anc... studio 23... etc... i don't know how to drive... probably explains why i am attracted to guys with wheels... even if don't know it... i fall for guys with wheels... most often than not... i learn about it after telling my friends that i have the eye for this or that guy... masculine or effeminate guys?... does not matter... for as long as they like me for what i am... orgasm... intellectual orgasm has always been my thing... although i believe that "you'll never know a man until you've been into bed with him"...

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